The vast majority of Googlers view you as a nutter, especially following your revelation a few days ago that you are thinking about killing people who ostensibly gave you bad references.
I don't know what you're talking about.
You need to get over this delusion that Google is wrong and and you are right
Not delusion. All I have said is that they're badly run and that most of the corrosion is in the middle-management layer.
and that eventually Google will somehow come to its senses and beg for your forgiveness and guidance. It is never going to happen. Ever.
You are almost certainly right on that one, although I find it pretty obvious. People rarely backtrack on mistakes, and organizations are even more prone to foolish consistency.
Also, how in the fuck am I the crazy one? I don't attack a person I've never met just to uphold the reputation of a gigantic company.
It's actually a bit sickening. Yes, I have taken aim at Google's management. If you are an engineer, you aren't in this fight and you should stay out, because I never did have any problem with you.
"The vast majority of Googlers view you as a nutter, especially following your revelation a few days ago that you are thinking about killing people who ostensibly gave you bad references.
"Yes, I have taken aim at Google's management. If you are an engineer, you aren't in this fight and you should stay out, because I never did have any problem with you."
I think the reason many Googlers speak up against you is because of basic empathy: we see a group of people being unfairly maligned, and it's not right or ethical to keep secret and let that happen. It's somewhat unfortunate that the response of many of them has been to malign you, but you have to understand that your perception of the company is very different from many other insiders' perception of the company. Yes, it's quite possible you drew a bad manager; they do exist, even at Google. But you paint with an awfully broad brush, making grandiose proclamations about how the company is rotten to the core and run by sociopaths that should be shot, and I and many other Googlers just don't see it.
My manager(s) worked his ass off so that I and his other reports could have an environment where we're free to innovate, free to work on things that interest us, and free to accomplish things. A lot of mid-level managers burn out because of it, eventually getting fed up with having to reconcile so many different constraints and getting zero credit for it. My VPs also seem to usually make good decisions: I disagree with them sometimes (okay, often), but I can usually see the rationale behind them and the market realities that are driving them to those decisions.
Those decisions don't always go my way - I had 3 projects canceled within a span of 6 months in late 2010, and I just had my year-long research project canceled when 2 weeks before I'd been led to believe it was a long-term investment - but when I take a step back and look at the organizational forces, I can usually see how those really were the best decisions for the organization. Sometimes you can have a technically awesome solution that when you try to scale up to a team and bring to the real world, just doesn't work.
It sounds like you have a good manager, so we have different experiences.
Let me explain my Google manager. His MO was, about 1-2 months in, to use fake performance problems to get people to disclose health problems, then use knowledge of their health issues to toy with them. I have tons of evidence for a pattern of this with him. I also have (verbally) that HR knows it to be a long-standing problem, but does nothing because if a manager has a reputation for "delivering", that's carte blanche to treat reports however one wishes.
HR's job is to step in and right things when managers fail, and at Google, they refuse to do that. They see their job as to protect managers. I know that most companies are this way, but it's disgusting.
There are a lot of abuses of power by management at Google, and HR does nothing about it. The going ideology is that if a manager is "delivering", his word is gold. Combine this with a Kafkaesque nightmare of closed allocation, and you get a lot of ugliness.
I have nothing but respect for the vast majority of the engineers I met at Google. But I cannot respect a management structure that thinks closed allocation is appropriate for a tech company, or that making political-success reviews part of the transfer process is morally acceptable. Google's performance review system is a play-for-play copy of Enron's. This has completely fucked up what should otherwise be an awesome technology company.
I would actually support a class-action suit by Google's shareholders against the managers who instituted closed allocation and calibration scores (breach of fiduciary duty). Those assholes are guilty of destroying several billion dollars worth of value, and justice should be sought against them. Employees who were burned by that horrible system should also be plaintiffs in this suit, because that shit fucks up peoples' careers, too. It's just all-around wrong.
HR's job is to step in and right things when managers fail, and at Google, they refuse to do that.
No, that's a labor union's job. HR's job is to protect the company by mitigating risk from L&I related lawsuits. Period.
Programming can be considered a trade, and I think 99% of the shit you complain about could be solved by programmers unionizing. But of course, that would bring its own new set of problems.
Sure, a strong professional association might be better than a labor union then. Point is, though, if you're looking to HR to represent your rights and interests, you're barking up the wrong tree.
HR's job, I would say, is to keep employment relationships in a state that maximizes shareholder value.
That includes recruiting, compensation fairness, firing of negative-impact personnel, and legal risk reduction. It doesn't align them always with employees, or always with management.
It also means that good employees (who would deliver high value to the company if in a better managerial context) should be protected against bad managers. That's something HR rarely has the courage to do in most companies, but at Google, they don't even try.
I don't know what you're talking about.
You need to get over this delusion that Google is wrong and and you are right
Not delusion. All I have said is that they're badly run and that most of the corrosion is in the middle-management layer.
and that eventually Google will somehow come to its senses and beg for your forgiveness and guidance. It is never going to happen. Ever.
You are almost certainly right on that one, although I find it pretty obvious. People rarely backtrack on mistakes, and organizations are even more prone to foolish consistency.
Also, how in the fuck am I the crazy one? I don't attack a person I've never met just to uphold the reputation of a gigantic company.
It's actually a bit sickening. Yes, I have taken aim at Google's management. If you are an engineer, you aren't in this fight and you should stay out, because I never did have any problem with you.