You can't force something to be your "why", it has to be natural, so if you haven't found it yet just keep exploring and enjoying the journey.
The older I get the more I find acceptance plays a role in all of this. At some point you may have make the choice to accept what you have and what you don't, embrace it, and let yourself be happy putting your all into that little universe. This doesn't have to conflict with having goals/dreams either!
Introspection through meditation can be helpful for this sort of stuff too.
You can't force something to be your "why", it has to be natural, so if you haven't found it yet just keep exploring and enjoying the journey.
The older I get the more I find acceptance plays a role in all of this. At some point you may have make the choice to accept what you have and what you don't, embrace it, and let yourself be happy putting your all into that little universe. This doesn't have to conflict with having goals/dreams either!
Introspection through meditation can be helpful for this sort of stuff too.